Why I have a big cumshot fetish!

Most of the time in my life I have engaged in heterosexual sex, but there is that other side of me that make me bisexual. I was reminiscing of all the gay experiences I have had and one comes to mind more than others. This was the third time I had sucked my first lovers cock. The first time we were in a car and he came in my mouth (an average amount). The second time in his apartment and it surprised me what I thought was a huge amount of cum as he shot across the bed. The third time we were in the sauna of the apartment complex when he reached over and grabbed my cock and started stroking it. It got big fast and I suggested we go back to his place. Before I knew it I was on my back on the floor with my head up against the bed and he was face fucking me hard and fast with his nine inch uncircumcised cock. This went on for about a 30 minutes and I was loving it having all that cock pumping in and out of my mouth. I could feel his cock starting to twitch in my mouth and then he started to pump out what seemed to be a superhuman amount of cum in my mouth and down my throat. I pulled it out and let him cover my face with rest of his cum. I never knew a guy could cum that much. Because of that time I have always had a fetish for heavy cummers and big cocks. After that time I knew I would need to walk on the wild side every now and then. Another time he filmed me sucking his cock on my knees in front of him and blew a big load all over my face that dripped off my face and onto my hard cock. And then there was Reno in the hot tub on the 20th floor with the windows open........