Craving cock, craving cum
I thought about writing a post with several photos in it to help you picture what is in my mind right now, to share the images that I am thinking on as I slowly stroke my cock right now, but I decided that will be another time. Right now I want you to let your imagination lead you where it will, hopefully ultimately to touching yourself like I am doing right now and cumming hard as I am sure I will be doing very soon.
Recent conversations I have had with a few of you have led me to share this entry. I have been talking with several about some of my past experiences, my venture further into exploring my feminine side, my desire and arousal I get when playing with another guy, dressed, sissy boy, gay or just bi, or maybe straight, my experiences I had growing up and exploring and sharing with my sister, also playing with her friends, opportunities missed playing with my friends and how I realize now that I really wanted that too. Sharing some of my firsts, how I realized how I wanted to touch another cock, to taste it, to bring another guy off, how I started, and now how I am craving it so much, but haven't been able to connect with another and lose myself in pleasing them and in being pleased by them has been something else.
I really am craving a cock. I want to play with it, to have that excitement seeing it revealed before me. It isn't important whether it is soft and flacid or raging hard, I know it will soon be the latter. And thinking about it, maybe I do want it to be soft or at least semi soft so I can enjoy the feeling of it, touching it and lightly tracing it, letting it rest in my hand, feeling it grow and swell as blood begins to engorge it as I softly and lightly wrap my fingers around it and begin a slow stroke down, feeling its weightines and sponginess as it gets hard. I want to look up and see him looking at me, smiling and marveling at how I am loving his cock. My other hand, the one that was teasing slightly at his nipple that is hard too has moved down, cupped his balls and is lightly fondling them. The cock is now sticking out and up. I am imagining an uncut cock like mine. Sliding the foreskin ever so slightly back and then up again, barely revealing the shiny wet head hidden beneath. I am close to it, close enough to give it a first little kiss with my lips. I feel naughty and playful doing this, just like I did my first time. I am smiling. My own cock has swollen nicely and is stiff and hard, wanting attention. I reach down and give it a little squeeze as I continue to tease the cock before me, up and down I stroke, slowly. Now the foreskin is moving half way back, enough for me to lean in and tongue at the head, wrap my lips around it and stroke that foreskin back up so I can tease it too. My other hand is stroking my cock now. I am lost in this shared rhythm and series of movements, looking up and seeing him smiling a smile that slowly turns to an O shape as he moans watching me lower further onto his cock, taking him in my wet warm mouth.
I have to stop stroking myself or I will cum. I move back to teasing at his balls, under them, moving my back as I trace under him. His legs spread just a little. I feel his hand on my head, ever so slightly, guiding me to take a little more of his cock in my mouth as I stroke him. I am moaning on his cock now. Loving every bob up and down. I pull back to look up at him again and then down at his shiny wet cock, his head fully revealed now, my stroking moving his foreskin up to almost start to cover him and back down again. I go back down on him and this time I taste a sweet slippery taste. I taste his precum and I moan hard.
My stroking increases. I squeeze slightly and marvel at how hard and big his cock has becum and also at how it has that spongy soft feeling. A finger has found his little warm hole and I am teasing at him every so tenderly. I am pressing up against it and feel it puckered but willing to accept me ever so slightly. My other hand has moved to caress his stomach and up to under his chest, down and resting just above his cock, he feels my warm mouth on him again, my saliva now dripping down his shaft, where my hand was stroking and onto his balls. I move to caress and fondle his now saliva dampened balls, bouncing them ever so slightly as I take more of his cock in my mouth. I am going down more and more, I feel him pressing against the back of my mouth, up against my throat, I focus on taking all of him in, but I can't quite do that. But it is still enough to make him moan out loud and that encourages me more. I bob now with more urgency, all the way up and bob short little bobs at his head, swirling my tongue around it and then back down. Repeat. Repeat. And now I am stroking him again. I want to stroke my own cock, I have to. I know he is getting close. I reach down and feel how hard I am as I look up and see his eyes close. He moans and groans. I move to position myself, my mouth now just taking the top of him in ever so slightly and stroke him faster, stroking myself too. I look up and see him looking down now. I open my mouth and stick my tongue out as I stroke him, his cock touching the tip of my tongue and lower lip, I feel his foreskin sliding against me. I smile. And then I feel that incredible intense stiffening of his cock as it swells even more. I want him in my mouth when he cums but can't transition in time. I feel that warm wonderful creamy slick and slipper first shot land on my tongue and then another hard shot lands on my lips as my mouth moves to take him in again.
Recent conversations I have had with a few of you have led me to share this entry. I have been talking with several about some of my past experiences, my venture further into exploring my feminine side, my desire and arousal I get when playing with another guy, dressed, sissy boy, gay or just bi, or maybe straight, my experiences I had growing up and exploring and sharing with my sister, also playing with her friends, opportunities missed playing with my friends and how I realize now that I really wanted that too. Sharing some of my firsts, how I realized how I wanted to touch another cock, to taste it, to bring another guy off, how I started, and now how I am craving it so much, but haven't been able to connect with another and lose myself in pleasing them and in being pleased by them has been something else.
I really am craving a cock. I want to play with it, to have that excitement seeing it revealed before me. It isn't important whether it is soft and flacid or raging hard, I know it will soon be the latter. And thinking about it, maybe I do want it to be soft or at least semi soft so I can enjoy the feeling of it, touching it and lightly tracing it, letting it rest in my hand, feeling it grow and swell as blood begins to engorge it as I softly and lightly wrap my fingers around it and begin a slow stroke down, feeling its weightines and sponginess as it gets hard. I want to look up and see him looking at me, smiling and marveling at how I am loving his cock. My other hand, the one that was teasing slightly at his nipple that is hard too has moved down, cupped his balls and is lightly fondling them. The cock is now sticking out and up. I am imagining an uncut cock like mine. Sliding the foreskin ever so slightly back and then up again, barely revealing the shiny wet head hidden beneath. I am close to it, close enough to give it a first little kiss with my lips. I feel naughty and playful doing this, just like I did my first time. I am smiling. My own cock has swollen nicely and is stiff and hard, wanting attention. I reach down and give it a little squeeze as I continue to tease the cock before me, up and down I stroke, slowly. Now the foreskin is moving half way back, enough for me to lean in and tongue at the head, wrap my lips around it and stroke that foreskin back up so I can tease it too. My other hand is stroking my cock now. I am lost in this shared rhythm and series of movements, looking up and seeing him smiling a smile that slowly turns to an O shape as he moans watching me lower further onto his cock, taking him in my wet warm mouth.
I have to stop stroking myself or I will cum. I move back to teasing at his balls, under them, moving my back as I trace under him. His legs spread just a little. I feel his hand on my head, ever so slightly, guiding me to take a little more of his cock in my mouth as I stroke him. I am moaning on his cock now. Loving every bob up and down. I pull back to look up at him again and then down at his shiny wet cock, his head fully revealed now, my stroking moving his foreskin up to almost start to cover him and back down again. I go back down on him and this time I taste a sweet slippery taste. I taste his precum and I moan hard.
My stroking increases. I squeeze slightly and marvel at how hard and big his cock has becum and also at how it has that spongy soft feeling. A finger has found his little warm hole and I am teasing at him every so tenderly. I am pressing up against it and feel it puckered but willing to accept me ever so slightly. My other hand has moved to caress his stomach and up to under his chest, down and resting just above his cock, he feels my warm mouth on him again, my saliva now dripping down his shaft, where my hand was stroking and onto his balls. I move to caress and fondle his now saliva dampened balls, bouncing them ever so slightly as I take more of his cock in my mouth. I am going down more and more, I feel him pressing against the back of my mouth, up against my throat, I focus on taking all of him in, but I can't quite do that. But it is still enough to make him moan out loud and that encourages me more. I bob now with more urgency, all the way up and bob short little bobs at his head, swirling my tongue around it and then back down. Repeat. Repeat. And now I am stroking him again. I want to stroke my own cock, I have to. I know he is getting close. I reach down and feel how hard I am as I look up and see his eyes close. He moans and groans. I move to position myself, my mouth now just taking the top of him in ever so slightly and stroke him faster, stroking myself too. I look up and see him looking down now. I open my mouth and stick my tongue out as I stroke him, his cock touching the tip of my tongue and lower lip, I feel his foreskin sliding against me. I smile. And then I feel that incredible intense stiffening of his cock as it swells even more. I want him in my mouth when he cums but can't transition in time. I feel that warm wonderful creamy slick and slipper first shot land on my tongue and then another hard shot lands on my lips as my mouth moves to take him in again.
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