Desires unfulfilled(?)

I have been detailing my entrance into male on male sex starting with my incident in high school with three of the schools most horrendous bullies. I have tried to give a good account of what happened and the times I engage in sex by desire or being forced.

I can not remember when or where I was when I realized that I wanted to be used by other guys, in other words surrender my body to them to use for their sexual satisfaction. Do not get me wrong I enjoy having sex with females but there are times I crave to be under a guy or have him sliding his male member deep in my anal channel.

I have ate more pussy then I can remember but not so much into sucking dick. When my dick is sucked I be wanting to raise my legs up and exposing my anal flower. It is very awkward for me when a female is performing oral sex on me but if a guy sucks on my dick my feet goes up giving him access to my anal flower and I be wanting him to enter me and fill me with his substance!

Yes, I have lived with females for years and been very romantically involved with them but have not been romantically involved with a guy. Yes, I have shared a home with guys no more then a few months where as compared with females I have spent years of cohabitation under the same roof.

I am only interested in guys just for sex, no romance thought there have been times I have engaged in some very deep kissing as the guy is having sex with me. My one desire is to be with three to six guys where they take turns entering me and the others sucking/kissing on my nipples and penis.

I should mention that it has been years since I have been with another guy. I used to go to a local park that was known for male hook ups and satisfy my desires or to an Adult Book Store where in there were numerous booths where one could enjoy the pleasures of male on male sex.

One more thing, if you are in the metro ATL area and would like to get together and see what happens HMU here and we can have a decent conversation.

Is there anyone else who have this desire if so how did you fulfill it or satisfy it.
Thanks for reading enjoy, have fun and stay safe ...